Thoughts...

Here I am again writing my heart out... I've tried my best to silence what I'm feeling for Mr. BIG. He makes me so excited, he's always fun, Annoyingly smart and he doesnt bore me like other men do... plus i know he's not attracted to me 'cause I dont look like those beach bodied women out there.. [I know men...] I could've still be looking like that if it werent for frigging Ohio!

...and I dont want a boyfriend.

But I do like spending time with him and having fun with him.

Sometimes, my life's struggles gets hard to deal with and I hate it when he's the only person I trust around here.

I miss my set of friends who are as Independent, smart, carefree and loyal! It's so hard to find people like that... People are more money oriented nowadays.. like the rest of my ex's and the rest of my coworkers... Just really sad...

How come men ask me out all the time, wanting more than a date and he doesnt? Oh well...

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