Have you ever?

Questions I am uncertain with...

Have you ever laid your eyes on someone and know you're satisfied only seeing him? And being around him?

Have you also had trust issues?

I do... I haven fallen quickly out of certain relationships, always with a back up plan. I must admit that was me...

But this guy, who I have a platonic relationship with... Has my fullest attention, even when he gets really annoying and even if he makes me want to cry because he's being a jerk.

I havent felt emotions so raw like this. Its sometimes confusing!

My past relationships were based on popularity before, on the quantity of sex we have... or even his lifestyle choices.

Its different now... I've been a way better person because of him. I've seen kindness, compassion, friendship and so much more in his eyes! No guy has ever been honest to me...

I have several men seeking my attention. But its so easy to shrug them off because of this really fantastic guy!

I sometimes wonder... does he see the changes in me for him to notice me. The other men do but I know they're also lying somehow. I dont like these other men... they would cage me like the others did before.

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