Falling inlove...

I might have to accept the idea....

This is all terrifying to entertain inside my dear head! But i have tried to broaden my options but that funny smile on his silly face always jolts me!

Funny!

Oh this is so weird!!!

I cant possibly doom myself to another heartache! I have been careful of my heart since I got to San Diego even Ohio wasnt bad enough because I was strong enough to forget everything there existed... when i came here it was just a blur and i met this guy who exudes the same energy as I do and loves to have fun as I do!

But Im very tired forming serious relationships... Ive lost my sensuality. When I start feeling things I tend to breathe in deep and brush it off as if it was nothing... not worth paying attention to! Useless to discuss it because nothing cant go wrong anymore....

Ive pretty much built mysef back up from scratch and like most men. Theyre only interested if you can give in to their desires in which I cant let such thing happen.

Im wounded to the bone.

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